Kissing your Smile :)

The honest in this post is part of the reason I think I will wait to send you the link to this blog. 

Dearest Jonny,

Maybe you could try to make your lips look less appealing, and your smile less captivating, and while you're at it your breathe less intoxicating.

Cus I'm doing everything I can not you get close to you!

I don't think I've ever told you why I would ask you to smile when we used to kiss. Why I would pause and then kiss your smile as much as I could, until you would start kissing me back.

You're smile is like concentrated energy, like pure happiness, and it boils all the blood inside me.

Kissing you're smile is like kissing sunlight.

It makes me feel silly, safe, calm, ecstatic, all at the same time.

I want to get as close to that smile as possible, to not just love your kisses, but that smile that you so generously bestow upon me. 

I want your smile to know it's appreciate too.

I really can't wait for our wedding day!

With all my love,

Dev