Letter before Exile

Dearest Jonny
Please tell me honestly
When I'm sent away will you be free?
Are you truly ok with my mom napping in your bed with you?
Are you ok with the fact that in front of you she grabs her boobs?
Are you ok with the vulgar topic she has discussed, when you explain you want purity in heart and mind, and that her leadership you trust.
Do you find a good example in her publicaly displaying showing her breasts to my father, walks back in the room hand still in shirt, if you agree with this, then why should I even bother?
Do you think that it's right for her to say that a woman who is not your wife should not touch you, and then she rest her head upon your shoulder,
Leans her forehead into yours to read along.
I'm the one you love and I don't even do that.
No woman who is not your wife should ever nap in bed with you.
And if it matters it's so shaming to me, to say that We shouldn't touch for appropriateness, Then nap in bed, in a room alone with my mother, more than that another woman
If this will only work out if I submit to being ok with those aspects of your relationship with her.
Then we won't work
I am not your wife, so I do not touch you
I fight to follow what you've requested
But like I've mentioned
I won't ever be ok with any woman not even my mother assuming they are the exception, if I don't even think I'm the exception and you told me I'm the one you wish to be with.
That is what I see wrong with this.

I ask you to ask yourself, are you truly comfortable with that closeness with my mother,
If no... why do you let it continue?
If yes..... then I am very concerned.